| dam dude. i never talked to a girl that makes me more frustrated than this.. geez what is it you want? u love my initiative but why is it always one sided? i give u my side everytime and i get shit back. god its soo irritating.. i dont think your who u say u are and who others say you are.. i hope u are though.. cuz thats honestly more than anything i can ask for a person with that BEAUTIFUL SOUL that can potentially touch my soul. but fuck how can that happen if were barely progressing.. it seems like ur losing interest in me slowly.. u know what.. i dont care.. i like u its not like im IN love or ne thing.im jsut tired of chasing and chasing.. got im exhausted.. i know its prolly worth it but shit.. im pulling my hair out every other day trying to wonder what ur thinking or feeling. if u EVEN THINK OR FEEL..its liek a dream where ur chasing after someone.. ur running ur fastest but u havent moved an inch. god someone give me encouragement.. cuz im seriously hanging on by a thread.well i hope ur not lying about ur innocent front.. if so.. i cant wait to find out the hard way.. |
| |
| so ive been talking to a girl lately haha. hah if u read my title u can kinda figure out who it is. so far things seem good but idk what to expect. i dont think there wuld be much problem if she didnt live so far away booo. so i guess its just wutevs than. |
| |
| jail was not fun people... i stayed there for 15 hours btw. okay heres how it went down. they put me agains a wall. FRISKED THE FUCK OUTTA ME. they took my earrings. my wallet. my super cool 1 dollar. put itin a big ziplock. god it was gay.got my fingerprints and what not whooo. we were just transferred step by step. phone calls were limited. 15 dudes for one phone is not cool. we were just sent to holding cell after holding cell. then finally they sent us to a room with curtains. we had to get naked.. and dress into neat prison clothes! YAY!!! then we went to the next room and.. yes i counted.. tehre were 25 peoplein there including me. and the room wasnt very big. the movie "Bad Company" with chris rocka dn anothony hopkins was playing. people sleeping. i finalyl fell asleep. 20 minutes later an officer came in counted heads and threw brown paper bags.. cold sandwhiches,carrots,milk. some cholo didnt get a bag so ig ave it to him. cuz i wasnt feelin the sandwhich. so i tried sleepin again but culdnt. i crawled uner one of the benches. everyone sleeping on the floor. snoring all over.. then a group of us were sent to take chest x-rays for tuberculosis. then came back and sat around for a few hours. finally moved to another holding cell. less people. we all just sat around and i tried sleeping but no luck. 3 hours later we were sent to yet anotehr holding cell. wtf.. no point. but it was the one i stayed in the longest, i think? well they were all hours of fun. i finally got processed and put my name on teh computer. then cak to the holding cell. finally we were all taken outof the cell and led. to guess whaaat!!! another holding cell. with more people too yay!!! and on top of that there was a tv playing Bad Company again. i was in tehre for awhile cuz the movie played twice. i culd not get comfortable at all there was just no space. then some white dude came in and took a dump. smelled really bad god dam lol. more snoring. less sleep. then finally they called me up. and i went to a room where they gave us our clothes back. but then we were waiting like 30 minutes for a cop to take us out. put into anotehr holding cell and wait for our names to be called. then we were home free. shit.. the whole process was 15 hours. shared stories with other arrestees... cholos and old white people lol. not an experience iw ant to redo. thank goodness i was bailed out or i wudlve still been there til my courtdate on tuesday. lol. hooray.... well thats it. make sure uguys check fi tehre are warrants on u lol. dam thsi shit was long, and id idnt even get into detail. but u get it i hope. 15 hours . and it was cold. and gay. dont go to jail!!! |
| |
| harry potter was kidna boring to me.. the movie was mostly setting up for the next movie. went with nate mia jess and shane. it was pretty cool.. i guess.. too bad i was tired. im thinking i got my sleep pattern back cuz i get sleepy at midnight now. shweeet.kinda. cept now im more tired. hopefully we can go bowling tonight im soo boreed as alllwayssss i8 nnnnnneeed a jooob |
| |
| its tuesday lets play ball niggahhhhhhhh! |
| |
< http-equiv="Page-Enter" content="blendTrans(Duration=2.0)">